What would you miss the most about your husband when he pes on?

I know it sounds a bit morbid, however, I watch all those stupid shows on TV: Women behind bars, Snapped, Captured, (apparently I like to NOT sleep, so I continue to watch). Although many disturbing thoughts and emotions come to play, I can't help but think what if that was my family? It really shows you that in a blink of an eye you, or anyone in your family can be taken away just like that. I was wondering if anyone else ever thinks about the evil things that can happen to your children and/or husband and yourself of course? Do you pray for God to continue to protect you all? I do I pray that if something would ever happen that it happens to me and Not my kids. Not trying to bring anyone down, but even when you are all fighting just remember dont sweat the small stuff and love each other forever.